Sometimes, I dun understand why I get so affected by those things... actually is quite none of my concern... or should I say I'm not in the position to even get emotional.. Afterall, I'm just a nobody...
But still... When I get to know about it, I get this weird mixed feelings... mixture of upset, lost, sad, sour, bitter kinda feeelings... is so complicated that I dun know how to describe...
As usual, I'll just swallow this bitter emotions and push myself to get over it.. I know I can do it..
I hope this is just a passing phase. Do not wish to think about it if possible. Gonna be busy from next week onwards.. Being busy will take my mind off plenty of stuff. Shall think nothing else, and just concentrate on my work & school...
To myself -> Gambatte yo~ *cheeers*
Finally, guess what? I'm sick again. Sigh... This is so depressing, getting sick so often. Weather? Stress? Troubled? Physially weak? wonders why...
